Hurricane.
I honestly have so many thoughts rushing through my mind like the winds in a tropical storm that at this point that i have no idea how to begin this blog..no catchy hook to make you want to read more. Nothing that i learned about writing in high school journalism fits how I want to convey my heart right now. But in all honestly this blog isn't for the readers...and it isn't even for me anymore at this point....at least i don't want it to be for me. and I have realized quite abruptly, that no matter how hard i have "tried" to not let things or careers become an idol for me and how hard i have tried to remind myself that "maybe God has not yet given me a Job that i love because at this point i would create an idol (and that may be true) however, i missed the bigger part...the biggest Idol that i have created and i can't just run away from it. My biggest idol is me. I have created in myself an idol. I have put the most importance in what I want. and i ...