Sunsets, Running, and Rap Music

    Losing Could be #Winning        "Let it Go"     Well, I feel lame. I think i killed my chances at Texas Children's, Honestly the hospital was so big that i was kind of intimidated. maybe i let my fear show, maybe i don't get the Job because i was too nervous, or because i talked too much, or maybe God surprises me and i get it regardless of how nervous i was, because HE is strong enough to do that. if i don't get it honestly I'm okay with it. I just want something. at this point I'm applying for jobs in New York. Places i have never even been on vacation i am trying to work at and live for who knows how long. It is scary but also really exciting.       I am excited to see what God does with all of this... I am depending on Him alone for a Job because i know that no one is going to look at me, just barely out of internship, and say "yep she is the most qualified her for sure." no ha it will be more like, "uh..she has no expe...

Not sure when i typed this but it is in my drafts and it may need to be shared, so here ya go! Sometimes life gets in the way of living....other times life gets in the way of loving. I get to a point on days like today where i am so exhausted by the mundane things i pretend are important that i have to stop myself mid complaint and remind myself that things that i hold of importance are not what is necessarily the most important to Christ, and therefore are not of the utmost importance.

So this is unemployment....i gotta tell you i thought it would be a lot more fun. I am doing some fun things but honestly most of it is wondering when i will get a job. I have applied for so many jobs. From New York to California trusting that God has someplace really good in mind and that all it will take is for me to trust and apply everywhere i can find. Who knows maybe he is preparing the heart of a man for me in one of these places. Maybe not. How will i know unless i apply everywhere i can?! So i applied every place that i could, and a crazy thing happened.... Im training for a marathon guys. Like a full "you're crazy" 26.22 stinking miles of pain Marathon. and i can't wait! Little Rock, Arkansas March 2, 2014 Im coming for you. I may start at 6am and not finish tip 1pm but I'm doing it! Honestly i couldn't be more excited. We talk about challenges and things we wouldn't be able to do without the Strength of Christ but running is really one of thos...