Sunsets, Running, and Rap Music

Gods timing always trumps our timing. I was just on indeed sad about the fact that there are no jobs at all, ever. when i saw a Job opening in houston...thinking it was a mistake i clicked on it to ease my thoughts that it was just an extended payment on the original Job that i was declined for. It is a new Job. In Houston. At Texas Childrens. So..I applied for it. My thought is maybe it WAS the right Job, but maybe it was the wrong time. Maybe God was using that Job to teach me patience. Maybe He just wanted me to trust him. Maybe he wants to stretch me past my comfort zone. The hospital is huge. Which scared me. and houston is big. But maybe this is what i need. I applied for so many jobs in the past few weeks. Maybe this isn't it, maybe ill get a different one. Only He knows, I just want to pursue every opportunity that He provides. So, yes this is a short post but I'm excited to see what he will do! :)

I've been in a funk lately. All i do anymore is study, however, I'm done with my test. Took it monday and i wish i could add somewhere in this blog that i passed...but i won't know whether or not i passed until the end of may. WHAT? yeah the end of may. They want to figure out the "minimally competent passing score" or something. Anyway, So now i am applying for all kinds of odd jobs to try to take up the next ten weeks. I was driving back and forth from conway ar the past few days and i started thinking. I think i am in a weird place where i legitimately feel stuck. I took my test but even though i am moving forward in my journey to my dream career, i feel like a marathoner who keeps passing mile markers but no matter how many i pass i still have 6 more miles. I can see that I'm making "progress" but I'm not getting any closer to my goal. Im running as hard and as fast as i can but i can't seem to get to a place where i have less than 6 mi...