Let it Go

    Losing Could be #Winning        "Let it Go"


    Well, I feel lame. I think i killed my chances at Texas Children's, Honestly the hospital was so big that i was kind of intimidated. maybe i let my fear show, maybe i don't get the Job because i was too nervous, or because i talked too much, or maybe God surprises me and i get it regardless of how nervous i was, because HE is strong enough to do that. if i don't get it honestly I'm okay with it. I just want something. at this point I'm applying for jobs in New York. Places i have never even been on vacation i am trying to work at and live for who knows how long. It is scary but also really exciting.

      I am excited to see what God does with all of this... I am depending on Him alone for a Job because i know that no one is going to look at me, just barely out of internship, and say "yep she is the most qualified her for sure." no ha it will be more like, "uh..she has no experience, but for some reason we are going to call her, we are COMPELLED to call this little girl." So...i wait for that to happen. I just get so anxious about the whole "new place" thing, finding my way around making friends and not getting lost in a huge hospital. If nothing else i have gotten more experience and next time i get an interview ill be more prepared.
So..until then i will do what my friend Elsa is singing into my ears right now and "Let it Go"
See guys, God can literally use a cartoon to speak to me. Why do we put Him in a box?
Until i think of more to say...... Peace out french Fries, Love you all....


And don't forget to Let it Go....let God deal with it :)



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