When? Where? When?
It may happen, the way that God can bring glory to his name by giving me a job I'm always scared of jumping the gun and looking like an idiot but at this point i don't care. I want to learn and do whatever he wants me to do. I applied for 3 jobs with sacred heart, the hospital where i completed my internship. None of my applications went through and before i knew it all three jobs were filled.
I was broken, completely confused, scared and angry. God had given me such a strong desire to be there. Why wouldn't he allow me to pursue this incredibly seemingly perfect opportunity?
That led me to question a lot. for instance, Do i really trust God with everything? including my career? And as much as i want to say yes, of course...i kind of think i wasn't trusting. So, I talked to my friends, anyone who would listen, including my friend who i like to call my "stranger friend" we were friends for almost a year before we ever met face to face. anyway, He told me about a possible Job opportunity and i have made peace with the fact that if i just can't get a job as a child life specialist soon, i can work for the UofA.
I want to be obedient. I want to do what God wants me to do. I pray that that is CCLS at Sacred, but if it isn't...i want to go where He wants me.
So earlier this evening i was applying for a child life job at a children's hospital in Kalamazoo Michigan. (i know) But i refreshed the page to see a new Child life Specialist Position.
Sacred Heart Children's Hospital FT Evenings 72 hr bi-weekly. One of the jobs that i had applied for is somehow reopened. So within minutes of the Job being posted, I applied. I prayed while applying and as soon as it sent my dad prayed over it as well. I ask now dear friends that you pray. Not necessarily that i get the job but that God will reveal to me where exactly, it is that he wants me to go. and that i will be allowed to go there soon.
I was broken, completely confused, scared and angry. God had given me such a strong desire to be there. Why wouldn't he allow me to pursue this incredibly seemingly perfect opportunity?
That led me to question a lot. for instance, Do i really trust God with everything? including my career? And as much as i want to say yes, of course...i kind of think i wasn't trusting. So, I talked to my friends, anyone who would listen, including my friend who i like to call my "stranger friend" we were friends for almost a year before we ever met face to face. anyway, He told me about a possible Job opportunity and i have made peace with the fact that if i just can't get a job as a child life specialist soon, i can work for the UofA.
I want to be obedient. I want to do what God wants me to do. I pray that that is CCLS at Sacred, but if it isn't...i want to go where He wants me.
So earlier this evening i was applying for a child life job at a children's hospital in Kalamazoo Michigan. (i know) But i refreshed the page to see a new Child life Specialist Position.
Sacred Heart Children's Hospital FT Evenings 72 hr bi-weekly. One of the jobs that i had applied for is somehow reopened. So within minutes of the Job being posted, I applied. I prayed while applying and as soon as it sent my dad prayed over it as well. I ask now dear friends that you pray. Not necessarily that i get the job but that God will reveal to me where exactly, it is that he wants me to go. and that i will be allowed to go there soon.
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